Identity is Essential

There is something strange about creating. And the writer identity is wrought with imposter syndrome. No matter if one sets aside a specific time daily or is “too busy” to create, producing on a consistent basis is challenging. Is it writer’s block? Lack of motivation? Depression? Kids who destroy quality sleep? I’m not sure. I’ve had two painfully slow years as a writer, so I started 2020 with something different. I stopped trying to force a project and rekindled the excitement of creating something. Anything! I went back to writing what I was excited about, finishing work, and submitting for publication. I now have five pieces of work on submission with plans for more for the first quarter of the year. Despite the guarantee of rejection, the opportunity of acceptance for publication has me more motivated than ever. I feel like a writer again. And to some degree, I feel like me again. 

If you are struggling to write, try going back to the beginning. Forget about what you should be doing and focus on something you are excited to create. It might inspire you. It might help you establish daily self-discipline again. Most importantly, it might help you feel like your writerly self. You become exactly who you decide you are and taking action proves it to the most important person. You.

The key to finishing a novel: write first and edit later

Time for the long, but fun, process of editing my 220 page manuscript. The reality is that I will probably change 30-50 percent of the work before I feel it is ready to send to literary agents and publishers. This might seem outlandish, but it is part of fiction writing. There are few authors who can sit down and craft a perfect story the first time through, and theirs are often the literary (sometimes plot devoid) type. You know the ones that are made into movies and the end leaves you with a “what in the hell” response.

One cannot sell a book in today’s market that isn’t well edited. But one can’t edit a book if it is never finished. For this reason, I write the entire first draft with minimal editing. Why? Because if you try to edit and write simultaneously, you may get bogged down and never finish the story. When one knows that it may take them years to complete a novel (depending on your dedication) there is no need to add the stress of tearing apart you own work while writing it.  

For the record, it took me seven months to write my first novel and eleven to write the second (It was during my first year of teaching mind you).  Most writers have a day job and for that reason, motivation is a tricky thing. Don’t waste your precious writing time editing. In the end your story will have evolved in ways you couldn’t foresee and those perfectly written pages may be deleted.

The key to finishing is writing!

If the muses are speaking then write!

My house was invaded by women and suitcases of jewelry last night, so I took the opportunity to write (despite how much I love hanging with a room full of ladies). With a little help from my Lord of the Rings soundtracks to cover the racous laughter, I produced over 4,000 words (about 15 pages).

A few more nights like this and I will have a first draft of my second novel complete. I wonder what I could do with a tastefully simple party going on in the background?

Sometimes I have to force myself to write to avoid the terrible state of mind known as “writers block.” That is why when the godesses of creativity are smiling upon you, you have to write! write! write!